Saturday, August 18, 2007

not very happy lately

about work that is. I guess I am disappointed. Disappointed in the corporate world. Hubby said by nature I am not a 'content' person. I always remember the bad stuff, not the good. I guess he is right. I hate being bitter, and I am very much so lately. It's not very becoming. It's so not me. I need to change. Something needs to change.

For the past year, I keep trying to find my passion. I don't know why that is so. I just want to do things other than work. Sadly, I am not too sure what my passion is. I have things that I like to do, but not extremely so. I am an even steven. Nothing over excites me. That to me is the worst. Worst!!! I admire people that have passion. I realized this morning that maybe work IS my passion. What horror!!! As sad as it sounds, it probably is true. And maybe that's why when it disappoints me, it's so hard for me to deal with. I need to learn to accept things that I cannot change. Otherwise, I will never be happy at work. At least, not in any corporate job, cause it's the same b.s. everywhere.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Cannot agree more, "learn to accept things that i cannot change" !!

Share the Serenity Prayer with u,
"God, give us grace to accept with serenity the things that cannot be changed, courage to change the things that should be changed, and the wisdom to distinguish the one from the other. "